FML.
blah.
fucking, everything i went through yesterday night was a fucking nightmare. i went through a fucking 2 hour depression and i cried on and off. i finally got over it and i come back, and you fucking dogs do this to me ? wow, it really shows how much you care about me, especially all that shit you dumped on me that i fell for. what am i now, a robot ? someone with no feelings ? if i gave a fucking shit id give it to you. but no, im a robot. ha. and especially the person that i would expect to NEVER do that to me, showed no care or concern whatsofuckingever. and i was considered last. just because i wasn’t able to fucking do it, and you all know that i couldnt have. you said so yourself. but then when i come back you fucking replace me behind my back. you ignore that i actually came back because all you were worrying about was how you could communicate. congratulations for making this year my worst, you guys have made history! you all are the reason now that im crying once again. and who else do you want to take ? go ahead and take everything. and i hope you are all happy when you’re able to have everything you fucking want. being stabbed repeatedly and being burnt alive is nothing compared to my pain and what you’ve fucking done right now. and worst of all, you asked who it was but you hardly showed concern. maybe a little but after one sentence it was nothing to you. and right now you’re all out having the fucking time of your lives. the only thing that you fucking care about is the social shit. because it’s about me. well SORRY for ruining everything for you, no matter how many times now that you try to convince me its my fault, i know it is. and i know that it’s true. so just shut the fuck up and be happy that you’re not fucking crying and hurting from what your friends did to you. and give up the fucking charade, dont bother getting my fucking hopes up. because i saw falseness in you bitches.
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